The last December Chilly December The last December When I started hanging my hopes on the stars New Hopes The past dreams are starting to rot The last December Busily studying Writing, excercising, memorizing Lessons, brain, formulas I'm exhausted The last December When I made happy memories Laughing happily Smiling brightly My scars are deepening The last December When there shouldn't be an inch of sadness The last December of my youth The last winter The last rain The last time feeling blissful yet sorrowful Unready to say goodbye