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The Last December

The last December
Chilly December
 

The last December
When I started hanging my hopes on the stars
 

New Hopes
The past dreams are starting to rot
 

The last December
Busily studying
Writing, excercising, memorizing
Lessons, brain, formulas
 

I'm exhausted
 

The last December
When I made happy memories
Laughing happily
Smiling brightly
 

My scars are deepening
 

The last December
When there shouldn't be an inch of sadness
The last December of my youth
The last winter
The last rain
 

The last time feeling blissful yet sorrowful
Unready to say goodbye

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